Day 16: If The Brakeman Turns My Way

From Cassadaga (2007)

I have to admit, I didn’t pay much attention to this song. That is, until there was a music video contest for it. I was excited. I listened to the song over and over, getting all sorts of ideas. Then they released more details, and the contest required that you only do a video for one of two thirty second clips of the song. I was outraged. Why can’t we do the whole song? My outrage, however, didn’t taint the song. It’s still a beautiful, straight-forward song. There is a neat part where the voice who was doing the “movin’ out” part of the refrains takes a turn, and Conor sings the “movin’ out” part. I like that.

Notable lyric: Mixed up tea leaves (movin’ out) / Phantom pain (movin’ out) / Fuzzy logic in the the crazy rain / Getting better (movin’ out) / every day if the / brakeman turns my way

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Day 15: The Calendar Hung Itself

From Fevers and Mirrors (2000)

If you ever wanted a look into the manic side of Bright Eyes (rather than the depressive side), this is the song. This song is a rambling, scrambling fierce journey into obsession. Singing this song, the narrator almost sounds out of breath, struggling to get all this out before the end of the song. How can you not love a tortured version of “You are my sunshine, My only sunshine. You are my sunshine, My only sunshine”?

Notable lyric: Well, I drug your ghost across the country / And we plotted out my death / In every city, memories would whisper, / “Here is where you rest.”

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Day 14: Going For The Gold

From Oh Holy Fools (2001)

Honestly, I’m not in love with the sound of this song. I find the harmonies to be mostly off-putting. It’s still musical, don’t get me wrong, but it’s an uncomfortable series of chords for me. Then he lifts it off when he sings the “refrains”, which I can appreciate. It feels a little like Bach. However, I had to include this song for the notable lyric, which is one of my favorites. You have to hear him sing it, though.

Notable lyric: I know a girl who cries when she practices violin / Because each note sounds so pure it just cuts into her / And then the melody comes pouring out her eyes

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Day 13: How Many Lights Do You See?

From A Collection of Songs Written and Recorded 1995-1997 (1997)

This is a simple song, musically, that has a simple concept, lyrically. It’s all about lights. There’s one for this, and there’s one for that, and that’s basically the song. Observe more lights, repeat. Yet, there is still a meloncholy draped over this song. Bright Eyes proves that even a song about light (cheerful, warming, brightening light) can make you feel depressed. Yet, we’re unsure how to feel. The song ends talking about a lighthouse (we assume) that watches over the ships, and it feels little optimistic.

Notable lyric: There’s one that waits for closing time / And there’s one that gets left on all night / And there’s one that marks the western sky / And it shines down on the quiet street

Day 12: Arienette

From Fevers and Mirrors (2000)

Any self-respecting (or should it be self-loathing?) Bright Eyes fan knows the name Arienette. But who is she? She seems to feature in a number of Bright Eyes song, and rarely as a positive figure. We get the sense from his lyrical imagery that she’s broken his heart at least once. Is she an altar ego? Is she an oasis? Is she a jackal? Did she make him escape to New York? Is she even real or is she a simple, but effective, dramatic device?

Notable lyric: And the moon, it leaves silver but never sleeps / And then the silver turns to gray / Oh stay with me, Arienette / Until the wolves are away

Day 11: Happy Birthday To Me (Feb. 15)

From Noise Floor: Rarities 1998-2005 (2006)

The Noise Floor compilation helped sew up a lot of empty pockets in my Bright Eyes collection. One of those missing songs, a song I’d heard years ago courtesy of Jeff Gabhart, but which I’d lost track of, was this one. It includes the Conor yell-line-repeat-line-yell-line approach to ending a song. Pick a phrase, and say it over and over, sometimes modifying it a little bit. For some artists, I find that lazy. For Bright Eyes, I find that poignant. But, I am biased.

Notable lyric: I’m sorry about the phone call / and waking you / I know that it is late / but thank you for talking / cause I needed to / yeah, somethings just can’t wait

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Day 10: From A Balance Beam

From Lifted Or the Story Is In the Soil, Keep Your Ear to The Ground (2002)

I love how this one starts off. You hear a tape recorder. It plays a short clip, in which a female voice is heard. She says, “It goes on forever and ever and ever”, then it stops, rewinds, and plays “-ever and ever”, then it stops, rewinds, and plays, “-goes on forever and ever…” Meanwhile, a sound, a building sound, is growing behind the tape recorder. Then it bursts into life.

Notable lyric: So I wait for the day when I’ll hear the key / as it turns in the lock / and the guard will say to me, / “Oh my patient prisoner you have waited for this day and finally / you are free! / You are free! / You are freezing!”

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Day 9: Land Locked Blues

From I’m Wide Awake It’s Morning (2005)

While 2005 saw the release of a “techno” Bright Eyes album, it also saw the opposite. Land Locked Blues, and the other songs on this album, were of a stripped-down, folky (bleeding slightly into country and western), and generally warm manner. This song mosies, as one would say, with clever turns of phrase and brilliant song-writing.

Notable lyric: If you walk away, I’ll walk away / First tell me which road you will take / I don’t want to risk our paths crossing someday / So you walk that way, I’ll walk this way

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Day 8: Arc of Time (Time Code)

Digital Ash In a Digital Urn (2005)

2005 was a big year for Bright Eyes. Conor had recently moved to New York and was working on two simultaneous albums. One album produced this song, a percussive exploration of all of life and all of time. Quite a heady topic for an indie (pop?) song, but one that makes for a jaunty sing-song when you feel the need.

Notable lyric: Singing “I told you son, / The day will come, / You would die, you die, you die, you die…”

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Day 7: No Lies, Just Love

From Oh Holy Fools (2001)

This song comes from a split EP with the band Son, Ambulance. Unfortunately, I don’t own this album. I say “unfortunately” because it has some of my favorite Bright Eyes tracks on it, especially this one. With a tangible ache, lyrics hinting at suicide attempts and life reconstructions, this song takes you to a dark brink, walks you back, and gives you a hug.

Notable lyric: So I’d like to make some changes / Before you arrive / So when your new eyes meet mine / They won’t see no lies / Just love.

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Day 6: Touch

From Letting Off The Happiness (1998)

An early experiment with synthesizers, this song stands out on this sophomore effort by Conor. It shows that he certainly had learned a lot of lessons from the previous album. However, that doesn’t mean he gave up any of his old style. This has just as much of the scrape-sound as his acoustic endeavors.

Notable lyric: and there is nothing more i want / than just one night / that’s free of doubt and sadness

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Day 5: Something Vague

From Fevers and Mirrors (2000)

It’s hard to believe that someone who spends so much time being raw and harsh can write something so beautiful. This song is an unexpected sunrise vista. The story told in the lyrics is supported (and complemented) by a wonderful arrangement of the cornucopia of instruments which has become the style of Bright Eyes.

Notable lyric: but now I’m confused / is this death really you?

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